Hello world, we meet again

I've been reading alot, I am addcited to the mortal instruments books, I am at book 4 now. But thats not something I wanted to write about.

There is something bothering me and I dont really now with whom I have to discuss it. So I discuss it with myself here on DA.

I miss my friend, it makes me sad that we dont talk anymore. I am not sure if I've done something wrong or if I am just that boring to talk to. Maybe both, I dont know.

But it hurts, and although I can handle physical pain quite well, I cant handle mental pain at all

and its killing me, and maybe I should talk and ask. But I feel so stupid and ugh. 

Ever since things just started to get rough in my life I just wanted to escape everthing and I dont know maybe I pushed away people. 

Anyhow this doesnt help anything tbh. But I just needed it out. 

Thats about it I guess,

                                Have a good day/night whatever you want.

Bye now.